So quash all the gooey show of emotion from the last post. (How quickly my feelings change lately) But not to my dismay actually, I've lost my "crush" so to speak on the guy. And it's not that I don't still have little feelings of wonder, because I do, however, now they're no where near as strong as they previously were before. I think the more talking we started to do after we had our conversation. I respect the fact that we were and are able to be so up-front with one another. Right from the beginning I knew what I wanted, I told him exactly that, and he did the same. We started talking more and more. And after that, I now realize that he's not what I want.
To big of a risk for me, too wild. I am still attracted to him in a sense you know. Probably will remain that way as long as we work together. But I now know I would never, NEVER act on any of these feelings.
- In other news my DH has returned to the home front, for of course only a few days. But it's all good though.
- My dearest, best-est (LOL), most wonderful friend is moving away. And I'm as sad as a person can possibly be.
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